Just want it to be over

So we lost our baby. Found out at 6 weeks with dropping hcg. This is my second loss (first being an ectopic). My hcg went from 580 to 350 to 220 over 6 days. My question is why aren’t I bleeding. I just want to actually miscarry so I can move on. Going to bed every night knowing I’m still ‘pregnant’ and waking up every morning hoping that it might have started during the night is killing me. I’ve started high dose vit c, hot baths, exercise, evening primrose oil.. anyone have some ideas for me. I can’t do this much longer (ps. Obgyn wants me to wait it out as pills didn’t work for my ectopic and methotrexate makes me severely sick)