My mom doesn’t like my gf 😭

Ok so I am 15, bi and closeted to my entire family and who they think Is my “best friend” is actually my girlfriend, so I have Ben asking to go to the movies with her for 3 weeks because we have talked about how we would like to have our first kiss (plus like date nights are nice) and my mom says no again and we get into this huge fight and I am like “why not!?” And she goes “cause I hate Madeline!”

And I know I shouldn’t care and I don’t want to care but the thing is I do, I care a lot, and it hurts so much that she dosnt like her. Because I am only 15 I can’t drive yet so if my mom says no then there’s no way I can hang out with her outside of school and it just sucks because I finally felt kind of happy... I was finally happy

I just feel like the world won’t let me be happy

I had a crush on this guy for 3 years and then he dates one of my best friends

Then I figured out I was LGBTQ and it took me soooooo long to accept it

And I have kept it a secret for soooooo long

And now I am finally happy again, I felt this sense of freedom and Madeline makes me feel so happy and now I just feel like that was crushed

And I sound like a child saying this but it’s not fair and I know life isn’t fair but I had wanted this so so badly

And I just sit here crying because I knew it was all too good to be true