Pregnancy

Me and my husband are just starting out. I have always said I was never going to have kids and that I don't want them. In all honesty, I have wanted children since I can remember. I'm terrified of becoming my mom. (She isn't really in the picture) but everyone keeps telling me, "I hope you decide to be a mom. You would be a fantastic mom." I have several brothers 3 years old being the youngest 27 is the oldest. My husband wants kids a lot. I just don't know how to tell him I actually want a baby now.