I’m so ashamed 😭

PLEASE DO NOT BE RUDE , I UNDERSTAND ITS BAD THAT IVE MISSED THE APPOINTMENTS

The the last few weeks I haven’t been to any of my midwife appointments at all. I’m 38 weeks pregnant & have just found out my partner has been cheating on me for months.

He wants nothing to do with our baby and is ignoring my existence completely. I lived with him and relied on him for all my support and even things like transport.

This has sent me into a slump , I haven’t left the house in weeks & I’ve missed so many midwife appointments because I’m too depressed to go anywhere. I have no family or friends and cannot use public transport.

I’m so embarrassed about the whole situation & I don’t even know what to say to my midwife to get back in touch. I know I need to tell her what’s been going on , but how? Any suggestions would be helpful . I’m really scared 😭😭