I have a two year old and I’m currently 18 weeks pregnant. I was with my ex for literally 4 years. He decided family life n myself wasntfor him n walked away about 8 weeks ago.. stopped seeing our daughter and me obviously. Fast forward to now he’s now engaged to his “best friend” and wants to starting seeing our little girl again but doesn’t want anything to do with me or the baby.. I dunno what to do why is everything so hard. It really fucking hurts that I have to pretend to hate him when I’m absolutely broken