SOS PLS HELP read before poll

Okay so I had a major crush on this ftm guy and he gradually started to like me to until bs happens with my family so my phone got taken away and they accidentally broke it I had my laptop and keep try a converse with him and he never responded but when I had my phone he would to pot and be basically a playboy and ask for nudes of course I never gave them to him but I loved him I look exactly like him so I can't stop thinking about him not I just got with a girl 3 days ago and I'm starting to really like here but am I just using her as a replacement for maxx or do I just love Lea pls h p I don't know what to do I don't want to be loving maxx but not Lea