I want to be a SAHM so bad! Venting...

I’m 24 weeks pregnant with our second son and still working full time as a RN. These 12-14 hour shifts are so grueling and exhausting.

I want so badly to be a stay at home mom but it’s just not feasible for us right now and it makes me so sad.

We are lucky that my mom and mother in law watch my son the days when I’m at work but they’re both in their 60’s and I’m afraid watching after a rambunctious 2 year old and a newborn might be a bit much for them - even though they’d never admit to that.

I just feel stuck. Staying home with my kids is what’s best for them and it would take the burden off the grandmas shoulders of watching them but it’s just not possible with just one income.

Sorry for the poor me story - just a little down in the dumps today. Anyone else in a similar situation?