Confused lol

So I have been engaged for over a year now and I absolutely love him to death. I don't know what I would do without him (let's call him Peter). Peter and I have been together for 3+ years and I lost my virginity to him after six months of dating. Lately we have been watching shows where they have the strong dominant  male main character lead and I am so turned on by the fact they are a lot older than me. Like 16 years my senior or older... Is that weird? And is it also weird that I would love it if he was that much older than I am?