Short and simple. I need thoughts

Moral of the story I’m broke and I’m tired of being broke. I know your probably thinking get a job. Well I’m 17 and I can’t at this moment. I’m helping my mom watch my siblings while she’s at work. It sucks thoe I’m basically a mother even though I didn’t have any kids. When I ask for money so I can do things the answer is always no. She may not have it I have no idea. So basically I’m just like I would have a job and money right now if I wasn’t parenting my siblings. I’m supposed to go an event tomorrow with no outfit to wear. Deadass only went out 6 times this year and I’m tired of it. What’s the point of being a “kid” if I can’t do anything. She gets irritated but I’m irritated too. It would be nice to have nice things every once and a while. She sees it as why buy clothes if you never go out. Alright I’m done ranting this is just fuccin tragic I’m done. Am I tripping?