He knows that I struggled with anorexia when I was a teen, but I didn’t tell him that I’ve started to relapse and I started taking suppressant pills again. He spent the night last week and I haven’t been able to find them ANYWHERE since.. I’m starting to think he found them and threw them away without saying anything.

I don’t know if I should ask him about it because my relapse really isn’t something i want to talk about, and I’m also worried that he has no idea and i’ve just lost them and when i ask him about it, he’ll know for sure.

i just don’t know what to do 🤦🏻‍♀️