Stressed

so I’m currently 17 nearly 18 weeks pregnant with my second baby I told my manager when i was around 5 weeks so he could start avoiding putting me on heavy duties! Im a shift manager in at a onestop store(owned by Tesco) and don’t get me wrong I’m not afraid of working hard far from it !! But they are expecting me to pull and push heavy cages around work all the heavy stock even though it causes me pain they are still expecting it won’t even give me 1 extra member of staff to help with it all it me and sales assistant doing it all Aswell as serving the customers but when I get the shit the next day when it’s not done and then he doesn’t do it so it’s get handed over to someone else (whoever is in the next night ) then I feel guilty because I couldn’t do more to help them it’s like I’m a burden on other members of staff there 😫doesn’t matter how many time iv spoke to the manager!! I spoke to the area manager but then a few days later we ended up moving areas so I know have a new area manager who iv never met or spoken to out I feel like I can’t speak to him about my manager because the manager would of already spoken to him and poisoned his mind about me. Iv also heard he’s not a very nice man and likes to fire people for the fun off it 😫 Iv always been a hard worker even throughout my first pregnancy but the manager at the time listened and took concerns to what I was doing and my limitations in the work place but now with the new manager he doesn’t care he’s causing me so much stress but the doctors won’t do anything to help me either so I just have to put up with it I’m honestly so much iv not stopped crying all day and my daughter is seeing me upset which then upsets me Even more because she deserves better than me she deserves a happy mother 😢 to make me feel even worse my other half is working away and can’t even get a cuddle of him or talk to him properly about it ... feel so alone with no one to talk to and I don’t know what to do with it all I feel like it’s causing more harm than good me being ther I can’t change my job or I wouldn’t get paid maternity leave and I can’t afford to lose the money right now. And again I’m not afraid of work as iv been working since I left school I even had my own business but decided to give that up when I started with 2 others jobs meaning I was starting my day at 6 and it wasn’t finishing until 12pm! So I have my business up instead ( wish I didn’t now or I’d be my own boss!!)

Sorry for the long post just really needed a rant to try and lift the weight in my shoulders right now sorry if it make sense to who ever reads it

Thanks to people who do read it untill the end

Please no nasty comments I could do with anymore stress right now