PPD Free

Hi! Did anyone NOT get Post partum depression and actually feel better than they did during pregnancy after the baby came?

I miscarried (late) in January and I felt the baby blues on the 4th day after it happened. I’m so afraid of that feeling again. Plus adding no sleep and recovering from a C-Section has be feeling like it’s inevitable that I’m going to be depressed. This is my first and last baby I plan on birthing/having, and I’m so concerned the new born phase is going to be ruined for me. I’m scared.