Maybe I need a hypnotist? 🤷‍♀️

I need to stop stuffing my face and head back to the gym. I shouldn’t have any excuses because I don’t work I just care for a family member who is elderly, but we use to go to the gym together!! My husband and I really want a baby. If we get blessed he/she will be a rainbow baby, but hubby tells me to lose weight and so do all of my friends. Anyone else having difficulties eating all the good stuff and wanting to lose weight?