Overly emotional

I know, same story as so many...started my period a couple of days ago was really hoping this would be our month. I’m overly emotional, bc of my hormones, bc of losing a pregnancy, because several friends are pregnant, bc I held my friends new baby today and wishing I was carrying my own. My husband sensed something was wrong today, I don’t want to overwhelm him. I’m overwhelming 😂I don’t want to talk about it, but I do! Today we had a Christmas party for work and I’m extremely outgoing, I hated it. I didn’t want to sit in there and chat I just wanted to have silence and wallow in my own pain.