Just need to get this out

This is completely unrelated to anything.

So I have, for probably 5 years or so, considered joining the military (I'm in the USA.).

I'm 24, will be 25 in April. I was in college for law enforcement. So you can guess what I feel my calling is.

Now, my scare here.

My body is awful. See, I have signs of fibromyalgia or something else. I have lots of joint or something pain nearly each day. I had foot reconstruction surgery three years ago. And I'm a complete klutz. So I hurt myself regularly. Not to mention I had a history with depression.

I know I'm likely not fit for my calling and it's one of my biggest struggles. I just needed to vent because I'm really sad.