UPDATED: looks promising!!!

Not pregnant I wonder if I'm one of the rare people who always have hcg in their system I know my mother does. Ugh so disappointing

Got a super super faint yesterday. Today I'm spotting. BUT cervix is closed and super soft. I always have had implantation bleeding with every pregnancy. Waiting two more days to retest. I'm so excited. Nervous and joyed hope this is it.