Hoping this is it!

I have realized that I have said this to myself many times during the past two years..... But I am really feeling like this could be the month! I ovulated a little late this cycle which was great because otherwise we wouldn't have been able to bd at the right time due to work.  I am expecting af on Wednesday and am currently 12 DPO. I have been taking some cheapie tests the past few days... all bfn. But I have had so much more cm (lotion like, white, creamy). I have also been a little nauseous, had a little heartburn, been having some light dull cramps, and also have a little cold. I really hope that all of this actually means something. I would give anything to see those two little pink lines :)