12dpiui BFN

Ugh I am just so frustrated. I have done 4cycles of clomid and letrozole and now 2 IUIs. I’m 12dpiui today and took a FRER and negative. I’m just so discouraged. We have 1 more round left before we’re going to need to take a break and save for injectibles 😞 I just want a BFP so bad and to stop taking clomid- my side effects are worse every single month 😭 I’m dreading doing this another cycle.

Sorry just needed to vent. I feel like my son is going to be an only child and it just breaks my heart. How do we stay hopeful when it’s just disappointment after disappointment?