I’m a bawling mess 💔 another negative pregnancy test.. it hurts more and more every time it makes me so sick that every female around me is pregnant or already has kids and alot of these people do not deserve kids or they don’t take care of their kids like they should everyone takes advantage of the fact that they can have kids and never think about what a gift that is I would sell my soul to have just 1 child of my own My husband and I have been trying for almost 2 years now and I feel so defeated and destroyed all I want is our own child to love and care for it would complete my world and I feel like I’ll never know that happiness