I thought I was fine with babies....

⭐️MerFerret⭐️ • 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼 • Beagle mama • Lupus & Fibro • 🏳️‍🌈 bi

But so far 3 babies have come into work and since I wasn't expecting it (like newborns, toddlers and up int bug me) but it made me want to cry. We miscarried at 12 weeks, and now this next Monday would have been the start of my third trimester.

Is it unusual for this to still make me so upset? It's like, I don't even want to look at the infants or their parents and have tried pawning them off on my coworkers when possible (I'm a bank teller).