I just need some reassurance

Ty

I tested on the day of my missed period

And got this. And a week later and I tested again it was positive. I’ve also been getting morning sickness, but I haven’t gone to the dr to confirm bc I don’t have insurance. So I keep thinking I could not be pregnant. I haven’t got my period either. This will be my first kid. Am I freaking out? How can I make myself see how real my pregnancy is??