Honey,

I trust you, I know you love me and I know you would never do anything to jeopardize what we have. I am so happy that you decided to go to your friends birthday party tonight and the reason why I didnt go is because I want you to be able to have fun, with your friends, without me there. You never, ever, go out with just you and the guys so this is a great opportunity to kick back and have fun.

Then why am I anxious you ask? You didnt grow up around here... I did. I know that a lot of your friends are single or dont care about cheating and out here on the island everyone sleeps with everyone. Literally. You know this.. you have heard the guys talk about how all these different girls have slept with all these differnt guys. Hell, they even sleep with eachothers old ladies on occasion. You are new to these girls. You are unknown.. someone they have not slept with. You are a sexy as hell stranger that they will want to get to know more of and they will swarm... they will swarm all over you like white on rice.

THEY are the ones I am anxious about. They do not know yet that you are MY husband so they will try. You say, "Dont worry, I will tell them I am married and I am wearing my ring."

Baby... they wont care. They wont care that you are married, they will try anyway. As soon as they do, and one of your friends witnesses it, they will be informed of exactly WHO your wife is. Now.. these girls, if they are smart, will back off of you immediately. If they are stupid, which chances are at least 1 of them will be, I WILL find out.. Too many people know me NOT to say something. I suggest you tell them that although you dont mind talking to them.. carrying on a conversation with them.. it is in their best interest and safety to not come on to you and try to f*ck you.

It is these girls I do not trust and you are so sweet, good looking, funny, sexy as hell and smell AMAZING tonight and you sometimes dont realize what is going on until it has gone on for too long.

I know I said all of this to you tonight before I dropped you off.. I know you told me not to worry.. I know you love me and would not risk ruining our lives.. you never have, after all these years.. I am just anxious and you know my therapist told me I need to get whatever is in me out in the open as many times as I need to make myself feel better.

Be careful, call me when you are ready to come home, I Love You, have fun and tell Max I said happy birthday. ♡