I feel like it’s freshman who usually post about how they miss home and how they are transitioning into college. I’m a second year now at a 4 year university an hour and a half from home, and I can’t deny that it’s been tough. I’ve been getting good grades, but I just feel that I don’t click with anyone. I joined some clubs and I have a research assistant job but I still feel so lost. I feel like I’m always doubting everything I do. I’m wondering if the major I chose is really right for me, and if it was a mistake to even come to college at all. Coming home to my high school sisters and parents is nice for the holidays, but I can’t stop feeling dread for the time that my sisters will leave to go to college for themselves. I am close with my high school friends, but college has separated us, and we can only see each other during breaks, or sometimes when we all have time to video call together. I remember people telling me that college would be the best time of my life, but it definitely doesn’t feel like it. I feel so ashamed when I think about high school and miss all the fun I had with my friends and sisters, while also feeling like I had goals to work towards and a purpose. I’m just ranting at this point and I had to let this all out. Thanks to anyone who read this.