Conflicted

I just found out today that I'm pregnant. My period is 2 weeks late. Had unprotected sex in early November and took the morning after pill the next day.

I have an 8 month old daughter. My fiance and I have always been very adamant about one and done. We are currently in the process of trying to buy a house. We don't think that we can financially cope with another child. We definitely need me to go back to work when my maternity leave is up in April 2019.

Immediately after the test was positive, we both agreed I would get an abortion. But now I feel quite sad. I still think that financially it's the best decision for our family, but I'm still a bit sad. I keep imagining our daughter having a little sibling and what it would be like to have 2. I dont want to put us under a huge financial strain if I dont go back to work.

I just need somewhere to vent.