Heartbroken

I only knew I was pregnant for a week and I just feel crushed that it ended tonight, I’m happy I listened to my boyfriend and didn’t tell anyone about the pregnancy because then I’d have to go back and tell them that it didn’t make it but I just can’t stop feeling sad about it. He keeps talking about how we’ll just try again but it’s not even about that, it’s the fact I saw the positive tests (all 7 of them) and just have been dreaming about this for a long time. As of right now the last thing on my mind is trying again. like I literally just lost it today, I may have only been 5 weeks and his thing about is it technically wasn’t even a baby yet but I can’t help but feel this way..