Found texts on Christmas Eve

My heart is shattered I found texts with the same girl we always argued about, I was looking forward to being with him today and for my bday tomorrow😪 as a family because we have a 3 year old son... I’m alone and he is with his family with my child. He’s been an asshole since and even changed his password, I promised myself if I were to find out he is still talking to that girl then I will officially end things, why is this so hard?😪 I deserve to be happy I deserve to be loved but instead he treats me like crap and I have to leave my heart hurts

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(This is him & I) sorry forgot to add