Dear husband,

I love you so much and i am not going to stop until you see that i meant what i said. I know i fucked up real bad but i am going to show you that my words hold weight and i meant them. I start therapy Friday as you know and i am going to work hard on being a better woman. I am going to work hard on showing you how much you are loved and appreciated. I know you asked for space which is why you moved out and it hurts and it sucks but i know that you were the one for me, and i know that i am the one for you. Shit is hard and my mental illness played a huge part in that but i am going to get better and be the woman that we both know i can be. I love you and i always will. And even if my tries don’t work and we are completely done then know that i thank you so much for everything you have done for me. For being there when i was low. For saving my life. You will forever be an important person in my life and you are the person i can credit for changing me into a better woman mother and daughter.