Pregnant and terrified 😷

I took a test yesterday and got my “pregnant” on the test !!!

I feel a little scared and honestly upset although I know a baby is a blessing but me and my boyfriend have been fighting a lot lately... and well I left our house !!

Every single time we would fight he would say “I’m so glad we don’t have a baby”

I took the test yesterday in front of him and got my answer.... IM PREGNANT ! He showed no emotions as I cried he just walked out my mothers house and said he had to go !

I came back home as he begged me to but last night didn’t want to cuddle with me like he did every night ! I tried to get him to hug me and he said no he can’t hug me. I just gave him my back, sunk my head into the pillow and cried ! Once again he said absolutely nothing !!!

I’m 9 weeks today according to the glow app ! The first date of my last starting period was October 28 !

Since I’ve found out I’ve been feeling totally terrible !

I really don’t even know how to ask him if he’s happy or what does he feel .... please give me any advice !!