I’m not sure if I should be mad

So me & my man been together for almost 6 years now ever since I got pregnant with my first child last year & this year he got me nothing all year around my birthday, Mother’s Day, & for Christmas even tho he said he would but my Christmas gift on Boxing Day he even went to the store on Boxing Day to go get more vegetables he bought himself a shirt nothing for me but yet I bought him gifts for father day, he’s birthday he didn’t even touch the game I got for him for a whole month n half he didn’t start playing it TIL I wanted to sell it to get my money back & Christmas hasn’t used the watch I bought him either telling me he use it after his shoulder healed to put it on, he could of use he’s other hand now I feel like I wasted my money on him all year I keep telling myself I not going to buy it for him he didn’t buy me anything but I end up buying it for him anyways. Before I got pregnant & had he’s baby he use to buy me boozes & weed for a gift