Venting!!!

I just want my baby girl!!!!!! im so over the pain and waiting! c-section scheduled jan 14th and feels like forever and ever! She will be my 3rd and I will never get pregnant again! but I know shes worth every bit of this! ( I know I shouldnt act so selfish and should feel blessed cause some woman dont get this oppurtunity) Im just needing to vent and needed a outlet.