I’m all over the place today. I didn’t like any of my Bump date pictures but I love my son, so I figured this was the best one. I super emotional, I don’t feel pretty. I don’t want to go to work tomorrow. I’m worried about landing this promotion in March. I’m worried about it everything is going to work out. I lost my best friend, because she’s too caught up in “trends” to be a friend. My butt is going flat. And I’m worried about how I’m going to look after I give birth. I was feeling so fortunate earlier, and a wave of energy came over me that has me wanting to go in a room and cry in the dark.