MOOD SWINGS AND AN AWESOME SO

So here lately like the last week i have been so irritable and moods are crazy and i got this from my SO just a few minutes ago ive been so worried about ttc and new with opks trying to make sure i kno what im doin i spotted a cpl days ago with backache and bloating and af isnt due until the 7th so im so confused with that not to mention being a mom/step mom of 4 girls and dealing with a schizophrenic live in MIL...here is some of the message and i feel bad cuz he works 7-7 7 days a week i think im about to just quit ttc and if it happens ill b happy and ifnot i guess we are blessed with what we have because this is adding more time and pressure than i thought sorry for the off subject post just needed a lil support system back up from my girls thanks for listenin xoxo