Gender reveal

Jennifer • 2 year old son, 2 angels and pregnant with hopefully our rainbow.

Just got the results of our genetic tests and I’m having another boy. I am totally heartbroken and can’t stop crying. I was so sure it was a girl. We’ve had 2 miscarriages this year and we’re so happy to have our rainbow and now I can’t even deal. I don’t want to tell any of our friends and family the results because I feel like I need to be ok with it before I can celebrate it. Anyone else going through this? Anyone have any advice?