Wine after miscarriage?

I started miscarrying this Friday at 6 weeks, so I’m 3 days into it. I’m still passing a clot here and there but everything has significantly slowed down. My blood test today still had hcg but coming down.

Husband had to work overnight tonight and I have some red wine that’s kinda calling my name but I’m feeling guilty about having some.

On one hand a glass may relax me, potentially make me more emotional but I could handle a good cry. I know I’m not pregnant and there is now way this will magically not turn from miscarriage to viable pregnancy so I shouldn’t feel guilt drinking but I do. When did you guys have your first glass or two?