I need a little encouragement

I know this sounds sad but I don’t have many friends I can talk to. I’m doing my best to remain positive so I can ATTRACT positive things but sometimes it’s hard. So I’m very happy because my little family of three will be moving out in the next 4 months. I finally have a job where I make enough for us to live on our own. I want to go back to school. I was in school for nursing but recently switched to Psychology to become a Behavioral Therapist. I haven’t been in school for two years. I promised myself that 2019 was going to be MY year. I made plans to start back in school for the upcoming Fall semester. I was super excited. Then I thought, I need a laptop. I have crappy credit so I know I won’t be able to finance one. And of course all these thoughts came to me about how I shouldn’t do it. But I need to! I want better for myself and my family!