I think I miscarried again....

TRIGGER WARNING: blood, miscarriage

For the past 6 months I’ve been trying for a baby. 2 years ago (when I was not trying) I got pregnant and miscarried after 5 weeks. So I’ve been thru a miscarriage and know what it is like.

This cycle, my period was 4 days late. My cycle is always regular and never late. The 2 pregnancy tests I took showed up negative, but both had a very faint line for positive result.... but I thought maybe it was just messed up. Today my “period” started. It feels exactly like my last miscarriage. I have had the worst, most painful cramps all day. The period blood is very dark and thick and theres so much blood.... I’m honestly crying 😭 this is the worst New Year’s eve 😭😭😭