2018 was maybe my least favorite year. I had a miscarriage on 2/22 and many difficult months of healing after that. I had a trip a few months later where women kept congratulating me on me being pregnant, because of my little belly bump but I wasn’t. I cracked and cried on the whole flight home after seeing a sweet couple who was pregnant. The husband was embracing her and brushing the hair out her eyes and at that time I reached for my husbands hand and he avoided mine.

Well this is my year. I started mercier therapy and starting balancing my hormones. I also started eating better, seed cycling and acupuncture. I have had a history of breast cancer (my mother and aunt) and many other scary cancers that made me want to do what I could the more natural way.

I got my BFP and I am so overjoyed but also can’t kick the worry out of the back of my mind. I am so blessed and thankful for this platform as well. Thank you ladies for being so kind and caring, women supporting women ❤️

To anyone reading this who is hoping for this to be there year, don’t give up, you got this and I am here for you. Baby dust on to you all. Xoxo