Guilt

Hello! So I used to smoke weed a lot but stopped as soon as I found out I was pregnant in April. I now have a wonderful healthy baby girl who was born 12-5-18!! I’m so in love with her! Now that she’s here I feel a lot of guilt and worry, and I just need some reassurance. I mainly worry about SIDS, especially since there are things on the internet that say smoking increases chance for SIDS (and some of these things say marijuana smoke is just as bad as cigarette). My husband still smokes daily, but never in the same room as our daughter. I have smoked a few times since she’s been born, but I end up feeling really guilty about it so I don’t think I’ll be partaking that much anymore. Should my husband be going outside when he wants to smoke weed rather than going in a different room? I just don’t want to harm our beautiful baby and I feel like a POS mom sometimes.