Worst sex ever

So i just want to anonymously vent that 10 minutes ago i literally had what i think is the worst sex ever with my partner of 6 years. We love eachother to death, nothings going terribly wrong, we is sweet.. but I don’t know where the fuck that shit came from. He was feeling it, he loved it but i was so damn emotional which affected my pleasure senses and “horny-ness”. I could see myself from a distance and thought i looked like the most fat fucking hippo on the planet which led me to switching positions that wouldn’t make me look so bad and i just wanted to cry during it. Also some positions just didn’t feel right it actually hurt my vagina somewhat so we had to stay in missionary mostly :( wtf !

Im done. Thanks for reading. Xx