I'm so mad right now. I'm in my fertile window, I told my partner 3 days ago it's coming up and we need to have lots of sex, well this mother f***** jacked off today while I was at work. I come home and want to BD and he says "sorry babe I already got off today". I know it shouldn't upset me but it does, I'm resentful which is unhealthy and lame of me, I'm just wanting a baby so badly. We've been trying for 10 months and I just want to make sure we are doing all we can. I'm also turing 30 in 2 weeks which makes me want to get pregnant even more and doesn't help my frustration. Anyways that's it, I just needed to vent cause I'm annoyed and want to slap him.