This is crazy, what the heck is going on?! Help!

What is going on? When and if did I ovulate? I was supposed to just after Christmas. But I got close to positive on the 22nd, then again on the 26th, and again on the 29th, and now again on the 4th. What the heck is going on?! Help! Did I miss it? Did I even ovulate at all? Am I getting ready to? My bbt is all over the place and always has been due to my sleep schedule so that’s no help. Plus I am sick and running a fever now. And if I am about to ovulate now, of course my husband is out of town. I’m so frustrated I could scream. 😤🤬😫