bisexual and missing out?

im 17 and bisexual. i’ve been bi since before i could remember, i came out when i was like 10 lmao. but i’ve always been drawn more to women.

up until these last few months, i was sure i was a lesbian. i loved women. but my now boyfriend came along and were in a good relationship, our 2 months is tomorrow

and i love him to death and would never do anything to hurt him but i’m kinda missing being w a woman..

like not as in a “id rather be with one than him” type thing, but i just think abt girls a lot 🤷🏻‍♀️ i’m not rlly attracted to any other men besides my boyfriend, but so many girls are just precious and lovely.. i’m just confused and feeling like a bad person. i’d never wanna leave him or anything