My sorta boyfriend and I have been talking for about two months. I’m starting to fall for him, but he doesn’t want a relationship bc he sorta lives with his ex bc where he actually lives he can’t have his dog with him so he leaves the dog with her. Well I’ve been thinking maybe he doesn’t want a relationship and just fun but we haven’t had sex yet I’ve just given him head. I’m scared to bring it up to him bc he’s going through a lot, his dad died a few months back so its rough on him. My biggest problem is that they spend so much time together and he’s slept over at my house and I’ve slept at his but it doesn’t feel right knowing he’s with her all the time. I see him in my “forever” not to be cheesy but I really do. I’ve never dated just for fun and I fall inlove with every guy I’ve dated and I’m terrified to get hurt again, I’m ready to start settling down although I’m only 16 but I wanna have kids right after I graduate and he’s 20 so it’s an age difference.

What should I do!?!?