RANT Anyone else feelings are a rollercoaster?

I am 33 weeks and I sometimes feel down, like I feel bad because I should be super excited. But then the next day I feel so happy and excited and so on.

But regardless of the day, I am literally a mommy hen, everything I do I do according to baby.

Yesterday I only literally had crap food, so I felt horrible and guilty the whole time. Today I plan to make it up to baby.

Like yesterday I had : crunchy nut cereals, cookies, gummy candy, fried food, a bit of chicken curry, two apples, an ice tea bottle, lays crisps, and salami, pain au chocolate and I felt so sick at the end of the day...

I use the lifesum app, I was over my carb and fat allowance but I still had a few protein grams left unfulfilled...

Does baby take it from your body then ? I'd be so relieved then.