Me again! 🙋‍♀️

I didnt track this month because we are supposed to be taking a ttc break but it's hard to let go. My period is right on track with my sisters and co workers and they both started their's a few days ago. I woke up this morning with cramps thinking I for sure was about to start my period but the cramps have gone and my period hasnt come yet. I took this.. idk I kinda feel like I see something super faint but I also always think I see something faint and then I get my period. This is technically cycle 21 of trying for baby number 1. 😫😭

I just want my baby.