I have a 1 year old son that i love with all my heart, didnt get to experience a happy pregnancy because i was always worried about his dad and getting abused physically mentally and verbally i was depressed after he was born and realizing how less important his dad was to me i had to realize i needed to remove him out of our lives because i was not going to tolerate his toxic behavior around my son. Its been 9 months since we have split up. On thanksgiving i started talking to someone i used to hook up with before i met my babys father we hung out with his family spent the weekend together had amazing sex and ect... let me say this man i never gave the time of day for 2 years he would take me out on dates met his family we would hook up and then i would meet another guy he wanted something more than what i wanted at the time here we are again and we are actually going on 2 months together.. that being said he didnt wore condoms im not on birth control and now im pregnant. And i dont even know how to feel. Im so scared im not where i want to be in life financially unstable and still raising a 1 year old!! Im terrified and traumatized from my first pregnancy im stressing myself out asking myself over and over again am i really ready for another baby right now?? Do i see myself having a family with this man?? I feel like its way too soon we just started dating.. dont get me wrong hes so amazing and way better than my ex was ever to me he treats my son so amazing it melts my heart but i just all these mixed feelings about being pregnant he doesnt think im happy and i want to be trully happy. I had to rant a little bit not telling my family the blessing that i have inside of me because im shocked myself still and not knowing how to feel...