Having a hard time

Today marks 4 weeks of bleeding (yes, I’ve been to the doc, and got intervention to help it along). But its just so hard because it’s a constant reminder of my loss. I just cant believe I’m not pregnant anymore. I was only 8 weeks when I miscarried but it hurts so bad. I just passed the sac, and it hit me like a train. My baby was there, in my uterus, and it failed. I feel so helpless and sad. I do have peace that this is what was best for the baby, but it doesn’t make it hurt less...