Vacation without husband

My husband is in the Army. I won 25,000 airline miles. We live in Alaska. Both of our families are in Chicago. The miles will only pay for me to go home. If he comes it will cost $1,250 for him. He can't come anyway because they denied his leave. We just went home in June to visit so he has been home already. This is also a late birthday gift to myself. I will be spending lots of time with his family. He is 110% supportive of me going for 2 weeks. I just have to bring him chipotle back with me for him lol. Is it bad that I feel guilty for going?!