Help with advice. Im so depressed right now

I had been trying to conceive with my partner for 4 months now and stopped using condoms. I went to doctors on Friday and they gave me results today. I have gonorrhea. I broke up with him because that means he was cheating on me and im getting treated tomorrow with a vaccine. Im scared that i might have had that for 4 months without knowing. Will that make me not have kids ever in my life. Please help im so sad and i dont want to talk about it with my family because im embarrassed