Ugh so many mixed signals (TMI)

So I am 5 days from af showing. Been constipated off and on for five days!!!! It starts then after hours I finally have a decent poo then the next day I’m constipated again!!! I haven’t had any implantation bleeding and this is my ttc #2.

Sometimes I feel my body just loves toying with me. I haven’t tested I refuse to spend more money on a negative test. Even though I had a dream of THREE positive tests. I am chalking that up to late night reading and really wanting another baby.

Maybe next month